UnderstandingMadness

I've said it,didn't i ?


they're truly crying,but well,at least it turned out into some words,so here it goes...
soo remember back that day,i was staring at nothing,while you stood by me side,saying nothing,we didnt said anything,but well,know that i wanted to say everything,and well,i was thinking on actually say it now,but it wont happen...knows that im not afraid of nothing,not afraid to live how i want,not afraid to die how i want,nothing can change my mind,and i bet one thing,call everybody,one day they all will see what i see,believe me,you don't wanna see it,and i know,nobody will never understand,never,like you said...there's a guy in this crappy country who once said ''As pessoas saem pra rua pra tomar no c*'',that means,people go out on the streets,every weekend,to go blue,have their feelings crushed,that happens to me all the time,and im glad,i dont i owe nothing to you,i know what you think,you never believed me,i wasnt playing,never,i never lied,you called me jealous,of course i would,who does'nt want to date you ? i wish i could get out of here,man,at least for a day,so  i could forget all of this,i cant stop wondering why...with everything you said,i still dont get,why?                  Well,im not pretty,and im not cool,are you a miss magazine ?if yes,i feel sorry for you....if no,i've said since the firts page,i'm a we1rd one,but a good one and you let me go,and okay,i dont know why i feel that way,it wasnt nothing,but woah,i like you,and woah,im fckd,i've felt in love with you,it was something, since i am the truly lucky boy,so sorry i'm all alone at my house tonight,and again,like every weekend,doesn't matters now,nothing does,i think this will be my last post,till 21/03,its my birthday,well's growin older... 


and goodbye,you're truly dead for me,i wont regret anything...but i cant stop wondering,i pray for peace in my soul,and if i am worthy enough,time will flow,so fast you wouldn't even notice...










you gave me all this tears,but thats how it's done,with tears...and something says me,you'll remember me...but,you'll never know me...