domingo, 31 de março de 2013

   it's been a while don't you think ? 31/03/2013 happy easter <3



   alright mr alien said,have you ever felt that human beings live for wrong things and in the end they all repent,look at me brother,is not that harder for a guy to search scary things on the internet,somethings can make sense,and if this all is a reality you're really messed up, they will never get their room in heaven....

ooh what are you saying mister? explain youself...

    earthly evil,with all this media...artists are using their gift for the evil mind,and well,some people live enought to see this kind of people die...and in the end you can see they all repent,they're all good guys now,they don't sing that song anymore,they don't scream those lyrics anymore...

and look at me bro...

   were do you think that this kind of life's gonna lead you ? well,like i said before i'm not catholic,but i aways knew that good people goes to heaven...and sadly...have you ever though of an unending abyss ? that's where they'll live afterlife....you have to understand people,some times your idols aren't exactly the same as you see on your tv..and you're living your life with those ideals...does it worth ?




  humans....they need to love a lot more,love...it's the only and true way....


    i'm the saddest person walking on earth by now,and what do i mean,i mean that with all of this life,all of the bad things that happened,or happen...i never stoped loving....we all have our imperfections...but we have our perfections too,take this as an free advice for your entire life....love,never hate....you doesn't need to suddenly change your life....just love...and keep in mind,good things happens for those who wait,and for those who deserves...never give up,don't be just a puppet in the evil mens hands...

and now im out...

bye bye mr alien...
sooo ladies and gentleman,as you can see...your writer's in serious desperation,well...thank you for your time,i just need some time to be on my own again,one of these days i can come back...for now i declare this a shut down....feel free to love this pic while i'm out




byebye...i love you all

anytime...anywhere,she takes me away....

sábado, 30 de março de 2013

'....cause you can lose it,like me,and oh well,the soul of the poet is in its broken heart. All i needed was those eyes,synister girl,down in the woods...i see her eyes,i don't give a damn,cause someone who said,she isn't mine...now i don't now,where should i go,when i fall asleep every night they're still there watching waiting for a chance to steal  my heart again,today i cry tomorrow i die...

time's fading thy souls...and the ones like me,they're just long lost forgotten inside of crystal libraries,wondering why the people outside the cave are far away in their ways,wondering why everything's not the same as it should be,why life's values are so inverted...we all need to be happy,we all deserve to be happy,do what makes you happy,but remember....to aways be a good heart,nobody care if it's broken or not,no matter what people think...nobody knows you better than you....kill what's killing you....that's what i need to do...and don't ever forget....only who's forgotten is dead

i wish people were more like you....so i could find you everywhere...live it up,leave the past behind,i won't let they have my life,guess i'll just follow on,one day i'll be back,in the day where they really get what i'm talking about...people needs to see,they need to feel,to believe,we're all making sacrifices everyday,life's teaching everybody....for nothing ?
   no....there's a lot more for you than you can think of,keep your focus,don't let anybody tells you what to do,,follow your dreams,follow your heart...if you do have one...it will show you the way.



Show them no feear....


show them no paaaaaaaaaain (8'

sexta-feira, 29 de março de 2013

           Walkin through the city..lookin oh so pretty...i just got to find my way....



     got me talking but...feel like walkin around (8






yeah,only music can save me these days,i'm just tired waiting for nothing....that's why i'll never quit playing...one day i hope to get out of here with it,hope to feel that freedom,that feeling of aw yeah i've made it! but i need to cast my heart aside,if only i could throw some things out of the way....but well,i'm not cold enought....i'll just hold my breath and well,ignore thins again...i wish i could just follow my instincts like a primal human being,but blah....there's aways something to make my day....and well...when i come to this i just run away...i'm outta here!











''overclouds my mind will fly,forever now i can think why...body tries to leave my soul,is it me ? i just don't know


ooooh another time another place,oh well another smile on another face :) ''








    

quinta-feira, 28 de março de 2013

i reached towards the sky i've said my goodbyes....my heart's aways with you now....
 Hi...serious talk now ? soo i used to sing years ago...this verse...'time's aways on my side' yeah it's Iron Maiden...but now i just sing...time's not aways on my side....we all had to grow in a way,and well what a way i've choose for me...the hardest way,hoooow many times i couldn't take it,i just wanted to give up,on everything...that made me a discovery...i've discovered that nobody gives a daammmn,and that made me want to do something,made me want to never and never stop,so i can say for all those who let me down,now you need me...but guess what,thats how i picture it...maybe it will never happen,but in the end it will be good for me,i'm still learning a lot,and it will be for fews to know me,and i can say for sure,you don't know me anymore,nobody does....thank you,thanks to you...you've made this way and i'm proud of me,and don't forget this...the bridge where dreams collide with stars,one day you'll know what i'm talking about...all that you need is within yourself...sometimes you can count on people,people they will let you down almost every time...and of course i'm not people,i'm Well...you can aways count on me,rather than others,they just want to suck your soul out of you,i'd say it because that's what they want with me,to suck my soul,but guess what ?? i'm the lonely wanderer of the silent srhoud,nobody will never let me down,cause i don't expectate anything from anybody....
   What's love today ? i can say for sure,it never goes away...it's something that makes you don't care for nothing,even if the other person does not love you,it's something like this : i don't care if don't love me,you can hit me,you can bite me,you can murder me....but please,take me away with you,i just wanna live and die by your side....you can't choose who to love,you just do it...love isn't a three days affair...this is just emprty people  meeting empty people,emotionless....you can see in the start its all roses,and blaa blaa blaa...five months passes away,and they're just cast aside...is this supposed tobe love ? well,if it is...i'm sorry...i'm doing it wrong....i'll just end this post now,i have the power to do it :p


     I've made this years ago,but i'll end with it today,fits perfectly

        ''there in my mind aways pieces of memories
          i can see through the glass but it's not like yesterday
       
          there in my life aways pieces of your memories
          will you be there to lead us a way ?''




don't forget me cause i'll never forget you....in a good way :]

thank you for making it this way          


i'm just addicted on writing things...but ok....i love this >>>    e.e


quarta-feira, 27 de março de 2013

           oh well... what we used to see we don't see anymore,what i used to think i don't think anymore,don't take this seriously cause the words are justn getting out,everyday is the same day for day,i've opened my eyes to see,everything that i thought i would see,and learning like this i feel i no longer belongs here,so what it takes to be free? free from this place....people in the streets they're just low very low,they're sad...some are idiot's,and why don't i see good people ? those that i think as a good person,it's just heart breaking...i used to expect a lot from people,but no more...you can say and say and say,words are empty,and today i no longer give a damn,this last year was the worse...at all...but i think i can see the light in the end,i'm just walking for it...i hope for better days,not only for me...for all of you,and guess what ? may the light that shine on your eyes,be the reason for everybody to cry....today i saw i nice picture...Brain: what's worth living for...Heart: what's worth dying for....        

             that's what i need....something to live for...something to die for,i used to dream a lot,if only they were for real...where is it? it's just the same everyday....are you alive ? what would you die for ?

         do you live...only to stay alive? what life's teaching you ?

domingo, 24 de março de 2013

     oh well,i guess i'll be calling this a day...i'm home now,i'm very tired and i'm very proud...changing subjects...well this sunday's easter right ? that means a lot of chocolate...are you guys worshipers of the chocolate ? Well...i am,i do have a better taste for candies than for other things,it's just sweet...i mean,milk chocolate not the black ones,i'm not a worshiper...they're a lot bitter and i don't like it,soo if you wanna buy my love with chocolates,you're Wellcome to try ;]....but ok,hollydays aside i have better things to say...so here it goes...
     time's goin by,and i feel that i've encountered a lot of answers to my questionings,i can't spoil you yet,but i can say...no matter what you do,what you've done...no matter wich path do you follow,everything's leading us to the same place...i mean,look at us,we're young,have you ever stoped and wondered for a second,what's gonna be of our lifes in ten years ? not just our life,but everybody's life....and maybe i have the answer for this...look at the world today...everybody's busy with something,people don't have the time,they just do the same thing over and over again...in ten years it's gonna be worse...look at the kids today...maan with my thirteen years i used to be a kid,a normal kid...i was watchin dragon ball,playing my toys,we we're never worried...now today,these kids...thirteen years and they know more than me,in ten years we gonna be like dinossaurs,watching the new beings growing up,in a world that never stops,people rushing in a hurry,and wooah,these kids,one of these days they'll just be born talking...weird huh ?
 
      guess i'll stay with the chocolate...it's more like my kind of deal....

     all of a sudden,thoughts went trhough my head... ''but Weeell...how can you say that ? look at the world today...some people starves to death,some people live in a war...and your tv doesn't show this kind of war,tell me Well,will this ever change?''

       oh Well,i wish i could answer this...i've said once for you,everything's entirely up to you,everything depends of you...if you don't do it,nobody will do it for you,they're just too busy to care...and if you want the world to change,it's upon you...will you be the change you're looking into the others ? or you're just a conformist? if you doesn't change YOUR world,then you'll never change the real world....and if you doesn't do it...you'll be left behind...on the this technological  era,nobody has time to look back,it's for you to make your mind...well i think i've said everything....when i read my posts before publishing it,sometimes feels like i've already said this before,in fact...this is true,and i'll keep saying it till my life proves me the wrong...

good night....sweet dreams...








just for me to take this off my chest....i'll never forget your smell on my pillow,still there...
    Well i just needed a name for what i'm feeling right now...i think all i wanted was to go back in time,but it's impossible right ? it's never coming back,not for me,and then i keep standing here,standing still with my heart over my hands,if i could have a heart...a thousand times colder,that's the true,if only i could let it go...but i can't...i don't even try anymore,cause i know it's going nowhere...but i'm just a fool,not a fool...the fool...maybe i'm just kind enought...i can't be a bad guy,i don't want to be a bad guy,maybe this is a weak spot,people will always let me down,and when they do...i continue on being a nice person for them,i'll never get this,guess i'd rather carry the weight alone than be a weight myself...

 and thank God,i'm doin fine on my own,sometimes i can say 'i don't give a fck'.... and believe me,if i could choose i would choose to not be like this....alone....but this is not a choice,it's life right ? i did my best...and this is how we learn...and believe,i wouldn't trade this for nothing...if only i could be like this without feeling empty...hollow,theeen my friend,i would be the happiest person walking on this planet surface...
   for now i'm just satisfied with being what i am...i mean,i don't lie,im smart,i can forgive,i'm an artist...i'm at least cute...and cult...maybe a gentleman (;

while all the others...they're just liars,deceivers,perverts,thieves,they don't have any kind of talent...i can say for sure,a lot of people wants to be under my skin...but i'm sorry,Well's not like you,and he will never be...He's just everything that most people tell as a weird...and maaaaan....since i don't have anybody to feel proud for me...i can say for sure..I'm proud of me...
 
    Well today's a busy day,i goin to be out for hours,and i'm gonna be tired...oh Well,if you're wondering...Well never takes a break haha...We'll play 'till we're dead,don't ever forget this...


                              to end the rapture,i have to sing my life's soundtrack...


                          ''i wish i could be the one,
                           the one who won't care at all
                           but being the one on the stand...
                           i know the way to go
                           no one's guiding me...''

quarta-feira, 20 de março de 2013

Tic Toc the time bomb has been recognized
 'been pressurized

nowhere to hide ....swallowing light!!

everything's paid for tonight
while at the party of the dead men
sitting in their graves
the drinks here are free soo relax
enjoy the sight of the dead men
sitting in their graves

and while the world that they built
told em to change
told em to listen
they just keep it the same





Well,happy b-day for me right ?

segunda-feira, 18 de março de 2013

Weeeeeeeeeeeeellll,thank you God,thank you guys....aaaand






WHAT A HELL OF A SHOW *-*



you're fckn awesome thank you all,


i love each one of you <3

14/04 we're coming back for you,look for shelter cause we gonna blow you away








x Y i G x

ztraightedge

4

ever

domingo, 17 de março de 2013

     Weeeelll,wasup ? 6:00 here,guess what,i haven't sleeped and guess what,i'm goin to play today,i just can't sleep,there are too many things on my mind today,sometimes i just cant take you off my head,you're just there and there and there,and when i look up close,is not you...im tired,i'm very tired,i feel like im just running and running and running,restless,i cant rest,but now i'm done,my job's done here,knows one thing,everything was just the way it was,today i know for real what is true,and what is not true,nobody ever believed me,they just say: you're overthinking it....but no,when it happens,they all see it was for real,complaints aside.
      i hope for a good show today,without you,without anybody,just me,and me...the way we are,sadly there's no one for me to stare while i play,someone to make it worth,all i see is emptiness...and i'm sorry,now i realise,there's no way to go back,time changes everything,even you...what is dead,stay dead,and i'm sorry...i couldn't hold on.
      since that day you left me with an empty heart and a pocket full of question,since that day i've promised me to never look back,i'll never look back,i'll follow on,no matter what happens,one day when i come home i'll have all of my answers,if it was that way at least you changed me,i didn't asked for it but thank you,now i have the guts to say,get out of my way...and don't be scared thats good,that's how it is,for real i can't eat nobody's bullshit anymore if you want to lie,you'll have to be a very good liar,otherwhise,i'll never believe you...justice brothers,one day resistances will fall,they all will show their faces,and tell me....are you a fan of wearing masks ?
        i have a lot to say,i'll just go...i can't promise you anything,all i can say : don't matter what happens,be true...if they lie to you,it's not your fault,they're just lying for themselves...and remember it's very easy to go out and make out with everyone,hard is to make one person happy for the rest of your life,what are you ? a hardcore ? or you're just a pussy ? i bet you are a Loser...if you know what i mean....well,what happens now ?
      i don't know gentlemen,i don't wanna anything to happen,i just want to stay here on my own and i'll do it,already doing...all of these nights just went by,i still doing my best on my best,sometimes it feels so lonely,watching the dawn without you here,that's when i just need a hug and tell me,everything's gonna be ok...cause i cant live another day without you,that's when i realise you're not here to give me this hug...and then i come here to cry alone on my own...no matter what i try...time's not coming back,neither for me,neither for you....
       have you ever watched the sun rising ? i did,and i can say for you with sure is the most killing thing ever,i don't know anything sadder than this...even with all of those songs...four days till my birthday....strange fact is that i've pictured this day as a very happy day,i'll be nineteen...guess i was wrong,but i'll still be nineteen.





quarta-feira, 13 de março de 2013

   Well hello there,don't be scared,while you're all asleep i'm aways watchin your back...and don't worry,you're safe...i do this since ever,thats why i've got late for school my entire life haha...

curious kid : but well,how do you do this ?

good thoughts,wherever you are...i luv all of you <3 i'll aways love all of you,no matter what happened,or happens...
       being a musician is not easy these days,i need someone to play with me,you know,i do have a band but i  feel it's goin nowhere,since i've started 4 years ago i needed a band,my band,not the other guy band...i feel srry for you people,but if you wanna play with me,you'll need to grow up,the world doesn't turn around you...no matter what i say,they don't listen,and i wont stop i already have my sounds my musics,it's a matter of time,and when i get there i'll just walk the way,nobody can change my mind,that's my dream,and it depends on me,not on the other guy band...band that i'll no longer play if everything goes well for me,and i promise that one day i'll upload our songs here...
      i'll write my plans ...i just need three months before i officialy say,'Well i have my own band now'
      and three months for make our songs and start playing,and go! go! i'll tell you a secret...we are already four,and we gonna start tomorrow,or today !! i trust these guys,firts,they are nice players and nice persons,they're older than me,and that's very good,cause kids in a band...no more,i've said,this is my dream,if you wanna joke,get out of the way,that's why i need my sound,my band...keep these CW   with you,you'll remember it.

well play till we're dead

thats how it's done,bunnie lady!
                   

terça-feira, 12 de março de 2013

From up here,the city lights burn,like a thousand miles of fire 

this song...kills everybody...

segunda-feira, 11 de março de 2013

  Well with every day goin by,i feel my messages are being heard,at least here where i live people already know,what i think,and i know,they think the same,some will never understand...im not here for nothing my life just listen and tell you the messages,i try a lot on being human,but i'll never get such materiality,im just a soul passing by...while some see,and others don't,and thanks God once again for showing me the truth,it really wasn't what i expected,what a cruel world...and what matter's inside,of me,and you..and all the others,i can say for surely,be what you want to be,and be happy at least....that's important,never look for changes in other people,be the change yourself...and dont be hypocritical,be discret....you dont need to show everyone how good you are,how you can help people,God already knows that,and what do you want ? the fame ? earthly fame...
  fame for nothing...time pass by,and you see who's who...who are you ?

i am nothing,i dont have a name,i dont have a face...im just here...or no.

domingo, 10 de março de 2013

Just one word about people who wants to be like me,and copy my style,and even my religions,thank you! without you i wouldn't be famous!!! thank you :} keep on being like me!
Weeeell,what a hell of a show i'm so proud,i'm so tired im goin to bed in a few hahaha,17/03 wait for us again (; i love you all <3 and finally,finally,everythings ok ! alone,but the best,we'll go alone,we'll stay alone <3
go play? go play,go play today


uhul \o/

 Fuck YOU i hate when i get home,and shit there's a dead cat,AGAIN in my street,tragic,i swear to God i would kill these son of a bitches one by one,a thousand times,mannnn theres this man that lives in the neighborhood,old shit,it seems,the more older the more evil,and this son of a bitch doesn't die,shit he's like 80 years old,kill those cats and still alive,some say hes already rot from the inside,but he doesn't die,all i know is that he's goin to burn like charcoal in hell...aaw so sad man,i love animals,most than people,they are guilty,and im sorry im really sorry if this is not what you want to hear but fuck,something's very wrong with people,and man,how many times have i told myself,im te nuts,i was wrong,you are nuts,not me.
  Why we dont stop with all of this nosense,and think for real,what are we ? in a world,a ball of earth floating in an infinite universe,why are we feeling so important ? we are nothing,i am nothing,you are nothing,humans,they're nothing their intelect,their morals,they are dumb,and diseased,so why dont you learn ? for the good of yourself,at least you would be safe...people,open your minds for the universe,i know you can,nothing will never progress while we don't progress,they will never discover new things on sciences...while they minds are closed for the universe,their dreams are to walk the stars,the planets,sending mens and monkeys,and dogs in a rocket..but think with me... a person that kills a cat deserve to have such power ? that's why nobody will never travel the space,that place's not for evil minds...for them,we have a hell...





  Im goin to play today,i'll be vigilant all night,and all day,and i know its gonna be ok,i dont give a fuck for what they say,i can spit in their faces any time i wanted to,i hate wrong things,whats right,whats wrong ? have you ever questioned yourself if your doing the right thing ? whats right ? whats wrong ? of course i think,if it makes you happy is the right thing,and pretty much it is,and nobody will never take it away from me,nothing you can say can make me change my mind,illtry i can promise ,but in a world of wrong,i'm just the right nutzzzz  to make it right,i dont hope to get anywhere with this,at least i can make some noise,and i'll do it,i can.

Fight for your future,fight for the future of your brothers and sisters,it is only on your hands.Love your animals.






i dont know what happens with blogger i cant change dates but

ok

10/03/2013 02:17 am




sábado, 9 de março de 2013

and i dont know nothing i own nothing
maybe's not for me,maybe's not for you
i dont know what to say
but i know i cant stay
could you hold my hand
and lead the way ?


hope for the best while she's gone,cant turn my head back,im only one,i can be everywhere but really i'm nowhere,everything's just a matter of sight,my blurry sight,swear i never gave up,if i left,thats why you left me first...no matter what i can surely say,my mind's in peace ,im no trouble,i'll be here till the day...
cruelty has a human heart

every man does play his part

tell about the men we kill

the human heart is hungry still

i only dream in black and white

i only dream cause im alive

i only dream im black and white

to save me from myself











the dream is true...
oh Well,have you ever made a mistake ? have you learned something with your mistakes ? one day you'll realize what i'm talking about...
Well,for you to see,05:37 here,sun's almost up,time for me to sleep,if im not already sleeping,and my soul's out of my body writing this ahaha,good morning!
 Well,write write and write,some times things are not the way we wanted but ook it doens't matter,i'll tell you a secret...Well cannot sleep at night,Well is havin horrible nightmares,Well's afraid of dark...one of these days i could swear to you,i just got out of my body,i cant sleep,untill the morning shows up in my bedroom,i feel im not alone,im never alone,what can i do ? i used to have nice dreams,and whoa,im desperate,i dont know what to do,today my friends left me on my own again...
 Well,i know i have no friends,but why? i dont know what happens to me,thats the true,one day (today)i just wake up,i had a dream with a song,M.I.A by a7x,but it was a sad dream,very sad,and ok. I've woke up then went city for some things,got things,turned back home,later that day, boom,my friends band mates,left me alone,i went alone,and got back alone,like i am..alone
  and maybe,im not alone...

God's on my side,and together we follow...and always remember,your Creator has a plan for you,a good plan,all the bad things in your live is only your fault,at least mine it is,i have my problems but nothing to complain,raise your head solve your problems,with your will,and be happy

                   

quarta-feira, 6 de março de 2013

Well,i can't wait for the weekend,i have the feeling that's gonna be remarkable,literally,a day to remember...or a weekend to remember...everything's working out right by these days,i wish the same for all of you..
This time i know it's for real,i wont give up my happiness,i've finally found something that's worth dying for...trust!and for all of you fools who wished to see me down,that's not gonna happen....no matter what,'moving on made me never want to' see their faces again,that's how its done,i'll follow,you'll follow,they all will,and i hope time will never erase this from me,yeeeah,the smell of the air when we have nothing to worry about,things aways happening,all the time,one day you'll enter a boat and go for it...no matter what it is,if it makes you happy...and i question sometimes,do i deserve this ?

This time i can say for sure

i deserve it (;

message for you,just cause i'm happy...


work hard,and harder,and harder,do it,one day you'll be proud !













segunda-feira, 4 de março de 2013

Weeeell,wasup ,peace n lov?

   I don't have much to say,but let's chat,i caught myself thinking,woah i have an anime avatar,and man,i dont even like animes,nothing against people who like it,but just to say something,i just like the looks of it,the style,the lines,imma good drawer,but after all i don't see points in some animations,thats why im not used to watch...i just watch things that will increase my knowledge,all the time,youtube's on,and people talking,i used to be addicted on movies,specially horror ones,maybe i'll watch a movie someday,what kind of movie ?
  Uh,i don't know,once you pass your addiction to documentarys you don't wanna leave em,worse than crack lol and...Well,imma smart boy,and i just hope that this will take me of here someday,you grow up listening,you have to go to school,you have to go to university,you have to get a job,well,imma already finished school,last year...and i dont see a point in studying anymore,you have a million books to read,a lot of information on the internet,and well,maybe one day i'll go to college after all,i could use a psicology degree,but what can i do ? my mind's on stage!

  Some will know,while others don't,but have you guys ever felt,what is like to be on a stage,with a lot of people watching you do something? playin ? singin ? acting ? if you guys know,then we're in the same brotherhood,and you know how hard it is,for anybody...do you wanna live..drawing ? playing ? acting ? writing ? if you know a place that i can live like this,please send me an e-mail,fast! hahaha 
  I laugh,but really is a very hard work,thats why i send a greate THUMBS UP! for all of you artists,no matter how hard it is,do never stop playin,singin,actin,writin,drawin,dancin...without art,humans would be blank!

do you wanna be this ? No ? then,support your artists!



 and when i say artists,i didn't meant tv people,i've meant,real artists,real actors,people that knows what a theater is,what WS,and EAP is!!!!! i've said this two,cause they're the best,in my opinion (;             
too happy to be true,too good to be true,aaaw thank you Lord,You rlly know what to do,don't you ?







WellWell

not enough time to tell,but i promise that i'll be back with news later this week  (; but knows one thing,i'm finally happy,and nobody will take it from me Ha!


by the way,this is my new avatar,hope you guys like it,it remembers me of myself  :p except for,my eyes are dark...

yeeah,Well wears eyeglass 8)

domingo, 3 de março de 2013

I've said it,didn't i ?


they're truly crying,but well,at least it turned out into some words,so here it goes...
soo remember back that day,i was staring at nothing,while you stood by me side,saying nothing,we didnt said anything,but well,know that i wanted to say everything,and well,i was thinking on actually say it now,but it wont happen...knows that im not afraid of nothing,not afraid to live how i want,not afraid to die how i want,nothing can change my mind,and i bet one thing,call everybody,one day they all will see what i see,believe me,you don't wanna see it,and i know,nobody will never understand,never,like you said...there's a guy in this crappy country who once said ''As pessoas saem pra rua pra tomar no c*'',that means,people go out on the streets,every weekend,to go blue,have their feelings crushed,that happens to me all the time,and im glad,i dont i owe nothing to you,i know what you think,you never believed me,i wasnt playing,never,i never lied,you called me jealous,of course i would,who does'nt want to date you ? i wish i could get out of here,man,at least for a day,so  i could forget all of this,i cant stop wondering why...with everything you said,i still dont get,why?                  Well,im not pretty,and im not cool,are you a miss magazine ?if yes,i feel sorry for you....if no,i've said since the firts page,i'm a we1rd one,but a good one and you let me go,and okay,i dont know why i feel that way,it wasnt nothing,but woah,i like you,and woah,im fckd,i've felt in love with you,it was something, since i am the truly lucky boy,so sorry i'm all alone at my house tonight,and again,like every weekend,doesn't matters now,nothing does,i think this will be my last post,till 21/03,its my birthday,well's growin older... 


and goodbye,you're truly dead for me,i wont regret anything...but i cant stop wondering,i pray for peace in my soul,and if i am worthy enough,time will flow,so fast you wouldn't even notice...










you gave me all this tears,but thats how it's done,with tears...and something says me,you'll remember me...but,you'll never know me...