from the coast of goooold (8

across the seven seas


im traveling on,far and wide

but now it seems im just a stranger to myseeelf
,and all the things i sometimes do it isnt me
 but someone eeeelse (8

i close my eyes,and think of home,
another city goes by in the niiight,
ain't funny how it is
you never miss it till it's gone away
and my heart is liyng there,and will be till my dying daaaay(8)


sOooOooOooOooo understaaaaaaand....


dont waste your time aways searchin for those

wasted years


faaace uup,make your staaand,
and realize you're living in your
golden yeeears (8)

too much time on my hand,i got on my mind,cant easy this pain so easily
when youre caught by no words to say
is hard to make it through another day
and it makes me wanna cry
and throw my hands up to the Skyyyyy (8)

Media

Mediocracy

they're acting upon you right now

-cmoveer here my puppets,lemme throw you some mud!!

i see dead people,yeah,for serious,everybody's dead,you are dead,and if you do want to come back to life,just stop...for a minute,and think...how fair is the world? hard to think about the world,but look,your life,do you think in making everything in a good way?are you making good things?good choices?i don't mean the right choices,what's right?i mean,are you happy?are you sleeping well at night?sometimes we all make mistakes,but you cant stop on time,you are where your thoughts are,and where are they ? think about that,for a minute,if you feel nothing,you can complain...but i know it will work,i have faith in you.

if i may,i'll explain how it works,by doing that you'll automatically elevate your thoughs and your vibration,in the best way you could,and when you realize,you'll be thinkin about changes,compassion,life values,ideals,moral values,and you'll get that everybody should think about this,that's when you become,me.

humans,forever trapped in their own gold walls,stop your rush guys,you're all livin too fast.

   

                                             roses are red,violets are blu,

                                                             happy birthday mommy

                                                           i love u

 Good news ?


good news é o caralho! 245,em uma noite,depois que eu falo que esse pais é um pedaço do inferno,ninguem acredita ,ninguem ta nem ai,foda-se não é? 245...vc ja reparou que todo ano começa com uma tragedia ? essa foi de mais 245,parece até um ataque terrorista,e eu falo eu falo eu falo,e nada nada nada,dinheiro,maldito dinheiro,245 pelo dinheiro,fuck this country! malditos porcos ignorantes! tem que se fuder pra aprender ?

     'time will go

and i will follow

      time will go

but i will

      follow

i'm the educated fool
       and i don't know what to do
about this awkward situation
      that has been forced down
upon me'


i want to feel what life's got in respond

i want to meet my father beyond

i want to walk right into the light

i want to fear no fear but delight


i want to live my life on my own

i want to lift the unturned stone

i want to walk right into the fire

i want to live all of my desires

Tiiiime wiiiiiill go!

and i wiiiiill followw

tiiiime wiiiiiill go !

but i wiiiiiill followwww


the educated fool...














up the irons from everywhere

     till good news shows up

if is not forever,then i'd rather walk away,time flyes out,and im just passin by,what's gonna be of me?one of these days i'll just say,everything that i need to say,for everyone that i want to say,i don't expect anything,maybe i'm just staring at the wrong direction,trying to change something that cannot be changed,or worse,maybe it was the same,since the beginning,now i understand those rebels,those revolutionaries,they had something to fight for,freedom.and for me,,freedom,is somewhere that i can lay down,and rest,without bein scared of what they will throw at me,the world's a cruel place to live,sadly it's the only one we can think of,and if you want to change it,start with the animals,mens should learn with animals,do they kill?are they cruel?do they care if you're too tall,or somethin else? NO...look at your dog,or your cat,is he asking for more than food and love? i don't think so,you sir,what are you thinking? just because you're an homo sapiennnns sapiennnssnsn,do you think you know how to do it? when you understand the animals,their nature,their feelings,their needs,we can start to talk,while this doesn't happens,remember,you sir,you should be ashamed,God knows everything,you can lie to me,but you can't lie to God,and if you think that im sayin bulshit,write down my name,WeLLWeLL,and when you 'die',you can look for me in your afterlife,and then you shall see,what i was talkin about,life never ends,it just begun,believe me or not,like it or not,one day we all shall face the truth.what you're gonna do now? nothing?best of luck for you...





ill tell you good news now,fortunately i know good people,they're few,but they are just like me,good people,humble people,and for them i have to say,thank you,you're the best,without you,my hope in mankind would be zero,knows one thing,it doesn't matter how much time will passes,doesn't matter what things life's gonna throw at us,doesn't matter if we couldn't understand each other sometimes,i will forever love you <3 forever in my heart,keep up the good work,humble as a stone,willing to share everything that you don't have,you can count on me,for everything,well's never gonna let u down (;



Well mates,buddies,boyz,n gals,im really sleepy these days,i finally can sleep before 1am,so i'll be goin,i have a lot of work this mid week,and i think i would not be here till weekend,till there,as aways,try not to miss me,and STAY TRUE,  & good night for me

(;  ZzzZzZz

   















Well says : a promise is a promise,right?

                Well,i'll tell you something,i don't know where it goes,but i'll keep going till theres nothing more to write,ok ?
                Superficiality, do i rlly need to say anything?
                I'm not perfect,and this is the price we pay for lust . since ever i walk the road alone,waiting for people to change their minds,but they will never change,everybody lust for beauty right ?
                Maybe,heart's broken into pieces,maybe i'm right,i try to live on my own,i rlly dnt give a fck for these people's,they spread the miasma where i live,i care for most people,i'm tired of saying but they can't even understand each other,nobody cares for nothing,for me,i'm nothing on their eyes,rather i'd walk alone than follow the path of destruction,we should care for people,what are we ? are we humans ? or cows ? angels or demons ?
                 I wonder,since i can't do nothing to change their minds,maybe i'll have to change,one of these days i'll just get the fck out of here,this city,state,country,maybe there's people out there that thinks about justice.
                What empty people,what a superficial world,once again,at night everything makes sense,i'll forever sponsor the night,i'm the truly lone wolf, \o/ and my fangs rage for justice,but i'm just a wolf ,where are the others ? idk,all i know's that i wander forever,alone,while they refuse to listen....listen to your heart,deep inside,you know what's right,and never forget,that everybody's do have feelings,don't play with people's heart...and never let they play with yours,you know when it's goin to last forever,and when nothin was more than good thoughs,and when this happens,be the first to walk away,do not play the fool,say what you really mean,and say it for serious,walk away proudly,sincerity is a gift,you know that ? when you lie,you're just fooling yourself,projecting the reality that you wanted to be yours,stop your bitchin,and fight your way through it !            

               
             







last time i checked the counter was at 156,and still 156,i'm alone again,time to work more :p

                      well,get this

                              memories,life's made of memories,
                              memories from the world's past
                              memories from your life
                              all right,but all i  know
                               is that i'll be playin
                               Dm     all night.....

           every day you just wake up to do the same things everyday,is this real life?empty people,everyone should do better,life's value are distorted,morally,and society is an unfair deal...
                           Mr. alien said to me now...
                           Humans,they do nothing          till the bomb explodes :c
                           and i don't even started to talk

             one of these days i went to the movies,all alone, i saw   TheHobbit     ,there's a dragon there,he was atracted by the shine of gold,he lust for gold...so are people,but it doesn't matter now,the ones that i love will be forever here <3 with me.




    'it's monday mornin,and i would kill for a chance to drive,get so far away from here with my dear,that i'll never leave your side,nobody knows the troubles i've seen,in a van,on a soupbox,for the world to see,miles away ,and i wish this didn't mean so much to me,to be a monument for the rest of them...twenty bucks says you'll remember me,when you see me on your tv screen,it may be the first time,but it wont be the last time'
                                                                                                                                                    ADTR               

             night's so silent that i can hear the stars talkin,and they say to me,soon the dawn will rise,and guess what,almost 5...everythings goin really okay,one of these days,i just woke up,and suddenly you vanished of my mind,and maybe imma silly boy,but guess what,imma boy...and that's how it goes...my dreams are becoming real,i just caught myself full of songs to play,and full of shows,guys,this is amazing,so since i realised,my day's flyin by,i used to play some good MMO's in the afternoon,but man,im already thinking about some rest ;p  just kiddin,this is what i asked for,and this is where i live...here in this idiot's country,people likes to hear shit,srry for that but is really shit,if you think like me,a band,guitars,drums,bass...that's music right ? so,you agree with me,and knowing that,i'll never play any shit.i can die holdin on,but that would be a heroic death,death for rocknroll,then i could tell everyone of my stories,people can say shit about me,but they will never ever say,'how he sold his soul to the shit music'
          stay true,metal heads,straight edges,and al of you people who doesn't eat meat.

                                           if you steal something,the laundry alien's gonna get you tonight;
                                          and i mean it   U____U


                   rocknroll  uhuu,im so happy,i declare,band season,opened,if you're with me,you're with me,if no,maybe one day on your tv,you will see! blaah,byebye people,Well have found all the answers that he could have found,when i'd get some time,i'll be back here with more things that nobody read,or care,but i'm still alive.and playin like Jimmy Hendrix,so just one message,hold me tight,or eat dust,cause i'm really outta here!

                                well,in the end of the day,im still here,waiting for nothing like i aways do,i have nothing to say,but maaaan,i'm really missing a lot of people,i miss my daddy,its been so long,that sometimes i forget that i had a father,and i need him to show me the way,im so lost,i dont know if i can hold on any longer,with eyes full of tears,i'll not hang on,guess im having a bad day...these things they will never come back,and im tired of starting over and over again,why you cannot stay with me? you can call me crazy,but im not,i just know how do people feels,and i know that everybody miss somebody,but sadly,time's not coming back...oh daddy why wont you come back,i need you here more than anything...

goodbye people,Well needs some time alone,when i'd come back,i'll have all the answers of all of my questions,i promisse,till there,try not to miss me.

i'll die a thousand times,just to make it right and clear

-with everything said,He breaths deeply,while turning the back and stepping deeper in the valley of silence-

 

''When you think that we've used

all our chances

And the chance to make

everything right

Keep on making the same

old mistakes

Makes untipping the balance so easy

When we're living our lives on

the edge

Say a prayer on the book of the dead''

cause im lonely im tired,im missing you again oh no,once again...

                                                                                                                       some search,never finding a away,before long,they waste away....

                i've found you,something told me to stay.....

i gave in to selfish ways.......
                                                                                                  and how i miss someone to hold...

when hope begins to fade...

                                  Well,since i was talking about music,what kind of music do Well likes to listen?

                       Well,when the night falls,like now,and i'm tired of thinking my day off,i listen to a lot of sad songs,like a lot of old classics,and i know lots,and lots of sad songs,actually my life sound track is Mother by Pink Floyd,makes me remember that i saw Roger Waters live...i'll never forget..
                         I listen tho sad songs,cause they make me think,if i'm sad,i'd cry,searching for answers,wanting to go back in time,wanting to make time stand still,thinking how i've could been better,for some people,and these things they will never comeback,what is fucked up,it's fucked up...
                         If i'm happy,i listen to them,to remember,how i was bad,and what have i done to be happier,they makes me remember a lot of people that i miss,i wish i could have said everything before leaving...and this is the musics that i listen to,almost every day,don't feel bad 4 me,i'll aways be okay




                                                               ''Ooh ,baby
                                                                                     Ooh ,baby
                                                                                     Oh baby
                                                                    of course mommy's gonna help you
                                                                                     build the
                                                           W    A    L    L''
   
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                       Weeeeell,i finnaly have nothin more to do,i was counting the seconds to come here,so i'll tell you a bit of my day...
                        Maaan,i'm working my ass off in my band,we finnaly started to write,and man,this is gonna be the sh!t,i can't wait to play it live,soo,bands aside,i wonder whats goin to be of me,in the next ten years,you know...will i be playing,or not?
                         I can say for sure,that i'll never ever stop,even alone,i won't give up my dream,i was born in the music,and i'll die in the music,this is really for serious,do you think i want the money,do you think i want to be famous ? No,you're wrong,my goal is with me,not with people,believe me,i want to play a lot more,and the day that i do feel,that i don't need to play my ass off,to play like an real guitar man,then i could think of quitting,till there,if someone wanna see me play,i'll be greatful to do it,and wont matter how many are watching,if are 2 or 200,i'll still be playing hard.
                          Now i'm wondering,i'll share some memories with you,where do this passion started ? Maybe when i was a kid,i've grew up,listening do 80's classics,my sister,aways listened to rocknroll,and even in school,my grades weren't that good,but i've aways,i've said,AWAYS had at least two A or 10,in language,and arts....my teacher loved a lot of my texts,you know...then i knew that i was 'better' than the other kids,when they were writing : ''today i was wandering the streets,and found a stone in the way''...while they were writing about the stone,i was still describing the sunset....
                           Since all of this,i know,that even blind,yeah,i'm a little blind,i can see deeper than most people,maybe,that's why i'm alone,i do have a strong personality,i'm never afraid to say what i want to say,no matter what the fuck is wrong with it,i used to imagine an angel with burning wings by my side,carring a sword,and He gave me this,this sense of justice;morality;and everything else that my eyes couldn't see.
                            I'd only thank God,for ever showing me the best way,and He never fails,I don't have anything to complain,my life is everything that i coudN't have asked for,i dont feel any kind of pain...except for people in pain,some would say emphaty,but no...it's justice,if i have the best life a man can have,why do people still starves to death?and this hurts....this hurts a lot...cause maybe,only I feel this way....and man i would give my body clothes for somebody that needs it,just to make the pain go away,this is my drug,the Good.

2:48

           Weeeell i'd never expected to get 30 views in 2 days,but here i go again...

           Late at night i wonder what's goin on outside,i dont know why,but i love to take a walk,late at night,where i can truly hear,the sound of silence,at night everything's better,time to think about your day,about what you did,and everything's make sense,that's one of the points of why i barely sleeps,since i was a kiddo,i loved the night,the moonlight,the city is grey,i can no longer see that moon,those stars...
           Maybe everything's just a dream,but its what i want to dream,maybe i'll sleep now,to dream of you,people sucks,nobody's perfect,even i...nothing's how i want to be,but at least i can dream for better days,and even if it's for nothing,i can say i stand for something.
           I really dnt expectate anything from anybody,cause now i know how it is,i could be cold,a lot colder,but i can't im just me,so i'll just keep acting in this theater that's my life,i used to think a lot about IF...
           What would happens,if i had given to you,the wrong impression,you know? Be something that im not...maybe i've had done this,maybe not and if i did,who would you love?would you really know me?...And how many times,i died just to try and understand people,to find out in the end,that is far more easier to turn on the light,than to fight and overcome your fear of darkness.
          And when you find out for yourself,you'll see that it was just your head playn tricks... i dont get anybody to understand this metaphor,but that was the best that came for me....sometimes things are not what you barely see,and maybe i've found it in the hardest way.
           Now my eyes are opened,and i can see in the dark once again...and i'll tell you a secret, i still havent found someone that Shines upon the darkness,but deep inside i know,that i'm just searching the wrong spot,one day i know,i'll find the lightbringer ,and then,we're goin to shine in the skyes of eternity,the way we know,with our eyes opened;
            I could keep writing for hours,but i'll end here,busy weekend but i'll be back late at night,for all those who saw...Warm Hugz In Your Heartz <3 WellWell  loves    u  all    :]



03:25

                   Well,new year for me,right? We'll see...

                                there's a thin line between love and hate,wider divide that you can see between good and bad,there's a grey place between black and white,but everyone's does have the right to chose the path that he takes.

                                 i will hope,my soul will fly,so i will live foreeeeevr,heart will die,my soul will fly,and i will live,forever.

           -All of this,just for love ?

            Well,I dunno,but i'll,keep going,there's nothing here,that i don't know,i need something to know...don't know where it goes,but it is....






         -Do you believe in love?
       
          Well,sometimes...who am i fooling?of course i believe...but as longer you grow older,harder is to find someone that really understands you(at least for me),a lot of them,just see the outside,i should ink my skin like an abyss monster,just to see,if someone would love me,for what i am.

        And i guess we all know the answer....




i think ill start to write more.and more,and more i have nothing to do except for lovin you.
                     

 _________________________________________________________________________________
''Stop your bitchin,and fight your way through it''

                                                      Well I'm Alone Again 4:30 here and i had nothing to do

                                         So i just made a wall,hope you like it,i can remember thet time that i started.






 I don't get people,i really can't understand some guys out there,and i really must be the only we1rdo that want's to change the world,what am i ? what would i tell my sons,i see cities bigger everyday,i see a lot of people being harassed every fuckin day,internet sucks,ok don't lemme lose the line,i do see a lot of people  doin nothin to a better future,my city is very dangerous atm...and i see a lot of marginals,cops ? cops are killing,or wasting time with nothing,i really hope for changes....aaaaaaah
         

             Justice 4 all right ? maybe i'm the justice,my head aches when i start to think these things,i have the plan,but God where can i start from?




             Religion my friends,no matter what,neeever get away of your religion,
For me,SH!T happens,when i stop with my prayers,i do see a lot of satanism in the internet,and no is not just a star,really? you never searched the internet like a boss ? you can find a lot of shit out there my friends.
             So fuck you if you like this,i don't give a fuck to you ,the problem is with me!these things hurts me...how?
             Have you never felt,anger?but all of a sudden,u rlly caught yourself upset,for nothing?
             This is the evil,maybe you know it,maybe no...And i'll tell you more,i'll tell you about my anger.

           


            What do you understand for evil mens? killers?drugdealers?psychopats?envious?politics?liars?racism?you dont give a dammn? evil.This is what i understand;and i wanna shot each one with a cross,straight to the dome,bang!in the middle of your eyes,can you see God now?can you change now?
         
            This is impossible...


            And there i go,walkin to the end,i really hope to see things better one day,cause i cant lie,i never lie,do you wanna know something?when you cant lie,you can cry,cause i dont lie,and people lies...and man that's veeeery good...at night everything makes sense,maaan,im really proud of everything that i have accomplished in all those years,maybe i just see darkness out there,but i know,im not people,im not any one,and for those that i've said up above,stay the fuck away from me,or the scythe will take more than your life. †

           


---         and suddenly i start to think,these evil mans,they are,very less inteligent than us,i bet your not a murderer right ? ò.ó
             the point is ,i cant feel sorry for them,while they're taking lives,they're probaly going to hell,and maybe i find this amazing,and more amazing if they where forever trapped in burning cells.
             


      Conclusion,if you cross the line,you're going to hell,and wanting or not,you know it.Time to change?

     





        Please don1t come ramblings shits of religions,
        i wont tolerate any kind of bullshit,or paganism
        
        By the love of God,i am the true follower
        of master Jesus Christ,may the light that shines
           upon me,shine upon everybody's else,even those....
           that i don't even know.

              Well,Ill tell you a secret,i still imagine the day that you will come to me,and say,im ready to be your girlfriend,this may not happen,but if happens,guess ill just palm face,and walk away,and maybe i would feel proud of myself,or no,perhaps ill be just playin the fool,once again...maybe ill regret my choices,maybe i could start running after you,even  knowing that it would'nt work,as if it worked now haha :c
              But,Uncle Ben said once to Peter Parker:

             

" With great power, comes great responsibility"

                                           Weeeeeeell,at least i won't die without tryin!!!!


         





          Now I've said everything that i wanted to say,I know this is goin nowhere,but i'm on the road,and i really hope to meet weird people like me,that would make sense,and I know that one day we would'nt need words to speak,i'm not yours,and i'll never be,but one thing i promisse,one day ,everything's gonna work out right,livin goes by fast...and i know where it will end,for ones,too soon,for others too late...and i really wanna go now cause...only the good die young....
          Well,what is Death for you? For me is just wakin up....












                   

                                           Well Well,How Many Sleepless Nights...

                                            By The Way,Happy New Year...

                                            May The XIII Be Better Than,


                                                              XII









          Nobody's gonna read this but i'm still writing,for those who feel as lonely as I do.
          I just Pray,for something to take my mind away from you...
          But I can't,in every song that I listen,there you are...
          In every movie that i see,you still there,
          And in every word that I read,in every word that I write,and speak...
          It's you....


          "Tell me what you can hear

And then tell me what you see
Everybody has a different way to view the world
I would like you to know when you see the simple things
To appreciate this life it's not too late to learn

Don't wanna be here
Somewhere I'd rather be
But when I get there
I'm afraid it's not for me''  

Iron Maiden - Different World